Lack of understanding

But you've made it to this point

Ignorant and thriving

'til the pressure, it builds up

Uncertainty's rising

And it's got you to the point

You get used to lying

Blaming others for your faults

 

Muddled ambition, desire to gain

Wrapped 'round my neck and blinding my eyes

Just now beginning, a prisonous shame grips me

I'm consumed

 

And stubborn, and fragile

You're really made to disappoint

This cycle of failing

Get it done, just can't get it done

 

Now taken over, by mindless despair

Cycle continues, nothing's working

By my decision, I'm locking my cage

The same I create

 

My only comfort

My enemy, my failure

Become my master

You're cursing me, I'll fail again

 

My only comfort

My enemy, my failure

Has stripped me of my—

My fear, I'll fail again